idiocy
Monday, May 17, 2004
i generally plan my life poorlym, and now it's almost one and i have to be up about 7 and i don't care, cause i'm not sleepy, summer is coming, the house is good, the pug, he snores in the background, and i misheard a quote and the mishearing is what made it great...like so many things, anyways, what i heard was...and i think this is really great cause it's like hearing for the first real time the protestant dogma after being raised catholic, but different, is "god is mother."apparently what they were saying in their native tongues was something more like goddess mother, which for some masochistic reason moves me less, but there it is.
it's like when i was 20 and made the conscious decision to be my own mother, to be that kind of kind when i needed it and that it was all ok, no matter how lazy or hokey certain real parties might view it, i dunno, and so the god as mother thing was much more nutruing as a view again the night sky and the wind in the trees ...
sorry, random distraction by globe trekker, i kno,w i know, tv is very bad, but sometimes there comes this addiction back to the surface....anyways, let's just say i am glad that i am not trapped in a very small village with no way out in the middle of nowhere...also known as certain conservative small towns in mississippi for fuck's sake, not just the rest of the world, where the mountains are taller, the guns are more popular and the roads more mud....
isn't it all the same tho, bandon or nepal?
cute kids that know more thatn montessori thinks they ought, hawks or eagles, beautiful and fierce
and cliffs that fall to nowhere
with just the various mists and well-armed opportunists and silence in between?