idiocy
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
just have been lectured again...."there are no nice guys." hm. i beg to differ cause most of my friends are guys, but maybe this person is right, but not by gender. there are no nice humans? anyways. i would still argue. which is why i continue to get my teeth kicked out, why i continue to get totally annoyed with trying to get a band together, etc etc etc. whatever. thereis no other choice but to stockpile guns and dogs and move to the mountains. and there are still enough things i enjoy about organized civilization. a few things anyways. electricity and hot showers are big. what was it then, be useful or get lost? i dunno. just don't be an asshole.idiocy
ok, so it's been a while...does this mean that i've been too drunk to even type? well, maybe. but mostly it's that i've been running about in very small circles and listening to a lot of music. yep. spent my grocery money on cds again. what? i can live on toast and booze. still with the strange dreams tho. still mostly insane with crazy color and mayhem and waking up exhausted from all the running around in my sleep. last night's just hurt. at this point i do not remember it so clearly, but the ends of my fingertips were slashed or cut or worn through and there was blood everywhere and it was really gross...i think it was some weird side-effect of playing at razorwire guitar or something. and i think my old roommates were there. weird. speaking of old roommates, one of them has some photos up in the Girls Gone Wild exhibit that's up at Powell's right now and you should go check it out. also, tomorrow night, (2/19)benefit show at berbatis for 6 bucks for a good cause and a nice excuse to drink. and some very nice tho disparate bands will play. i plan on going early cause i think i want to catch them all. i'll be the one attempting to not assault the staff for being so fucking stupid and shitty.