idiocy
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
life is good.the whole house smells of bacon grease.
and the night is warmer than it has been in a long time. there are no stars just now, but i was in just a sweater and not dying etc. and there is grass, the simplicity was laughable and welcome. i would not survive alaska short of some very severe hobbies, the kind that drive you to distraction, to not notice the many things you are without for a gazillion months of the year.
tonigh ti am happy for portland and for being in this easy town and place and time and all. i am aware i am not starving or wartorn or anything that so much of the rest ogf humanity is suffering thru. tonight i am vaguely clean and warm and content and will sleep without fear or the sound of war going off above me. tonight i am yet lucky. and lucky to know it. i really like food.
idiocy
wow, the second post in a row that i'm not drunk for! this is a new strange world, isn't it? it's odd. it's like finally sloughing off some long dream....not like waking up from the metaphysical coma, that was more like, "what the hell have i been doing??!! GACK!! must go run about and be 17 again!!!???" now, well, i have no regrets over the past 2 plus years and have had a great time in all the rock and booze and travel and mayhem...but now i've got to get down to business. the dog's good. the housing situation is taken care of. happy in my own skin. now there's just this world domination thing i've got to attend to. Any ideas would be greatly appreciated. if i stay in the states i'm gonna have to open a club, there's nothing good left here in this silly backwater. again, any ideas happily entertained.