idiocy
Sunday, December 21, 2003
much to everybody's surpirse, i am a tad drunk, but luckily, this time it was mostly free.....life is very strange...stranger still when so drunk you cannot feel your face you can still recognize it as such...........if only i had the honsety to pick up a pen,.
alas, i am drunk and my fi ngers funmble, but even sober my words falter, so what of it, my communication is flawed and morality is amlleable and i am trhying sdesperatly to fix the two. fuck. humans , they are broken. but they are beautiful, for all their bravadao and lust and drunkennnesss, they are cute.
and this or rather it will be th death of us all,
for even the most ratioanl, is subject to all of the above.....
dammmit. that which makes us so wondrfukl, dooms us as well.
do you eveer feel as if u are talking into a hole?
well,
here's to 3 womsething oclock in the morning and too much too drink anymore more, but to the knowledge that salvation is out there.
may your dreams be better than mine,
-joseph