idiocy
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
yay.i am dark and evil again.
i'd let it fade.
luckily, you can restock cause it comes in a box.
yep, the hair's jet blue black again.
took scissors to my head, too, had been becoming a bit of a hippie.
then things got strange.
at some point in the evening apparently somebody socked me in the eye and i tried to cut one of my fingers off, but the eye's better today, just bright red, i can see fine and i'm scared to look at the finger.
i was trying to cook, (this is was domescticity gets me) and suddenly there was this pain, not from the cut, but from the knife hitting the bone in my finger. yeah, that's a good time. the conversation went something like this, THUNK! "Fuck!" "Are you ok?" "i don't know, i'm afraid to look." when i finally hold bring my arm back up, it's just a fist full of blood. but then when you stick it in the sink to try to assess your stupidity it just dilutes everything and then there's blood all over the sink, despite the fact that you're pretty sure your finger's still attached. there was thought of stiches, but there isn't really much to stitch to, i mean, there isn't a heck of a lot of flesh on the tops of my fingers and there certainly isn't much left now...
roommates analyzed it for me late at night, when the gushing had stopped, but am scared to unwrap it today. it hurts, so i guess that's something, and i can still play my bass, but it hurts to move it.
but generally, things are good. have found out how morally flexible i am in certain arenas and came to the conclusion that it's ok to drug your pet if it means you get to sleep. Valerian root is legal anyways. to pug drugging!